Updated: Aug 5, 2020
An addiction, is not a disease, nor is depression. Addiction and depression are actually both tied into each other. When you go deep into a persons subconscious mind, you will 100% find one of the few reasons why they have started or became persistent on THIS addiction.
1. I’m not enough. It makes me feel good because something inside me feels empty.
2. The belief that love isn’t given to you. You have been pressured all your life to be perfect and when you are you’ll be rewarded with I love you. This affects your future relationships because then when someone tells you they love you and you did absolutely nothing it actually makes you feel worse. Makes you not believe that you are capable for just being loved for being you.
As you get to the finish line it moves further and further.
Came from a family of addicts so you believe you will never be free of this.